welcome to my first blog
hey, I’ve been wanting to write blogs for nearly 1.5 years but, i wasn’t able to. the reason —wanting to build my own blog platform, well i did create one with name “shadospace“ and i have some skills in latest web technologies and frameworks so i can build pretty much some good websites and products, but guess what, i overestimated myself with nearly having 1.5 years i haven’t finished my blog platform and cannot copy and you tube tutorial just because of my ego. so now i have decided to firstly watch tutorial code along and build along with them. same goes for my blogging platform, and my other Ideas.
when did i start coding
well i started coding 2 years ago when i was in the 2nd year of my college that is —diploma in electronics and telecommunication, that i did after my 10th i did not go to the usual 10+2 then JEE, IIT and all, because i am from lower class family in India. and my father would have done it for me, but i did not do it instead my older brother, that’s not my blood related brother by the way, he was doing BTech in ECE in Aurangabad so he told me about everything and told me about the, diploma or the polytechnic, so i took the admission completed my 3 years with nothing in my hands, the reason —I jumped off a running train, asking why, well its long story but hear me out i was going home i packed everything and booked ticked and departed, and guess what where was i sitting, on the doors of the train off course, and what was i doing scrolling reels and that’s when the thief who was outside waiting for me to go there, and instantly grabbed my phone, for a split second my body left my soul, for lower-class like me its a huge backlash, i had my bad with me with all the documents and all, i thought of jumping off the train and grab the phone from the thief, so i threw my bag off the train first then, my bag, then myself, i was aware that where was i jumping, i jumped in bushy area so would be less hurt, the moment i jumped, i got unconscious for nearly 30 minutes, when i woke i wasn’t much hurt. i was only bleeding from my nose and some minor injuries, there was a pong near so washed myself and went home. and we will continues this sometime but not now,
what’s my current situation
well i have taken gap of year, due to my frustration and self doubt after what happen to me. so currently i am doing apprentice ship in Bajaj-auto-limited at the Waluj-MIDC in Aurangabad, i have 8 hours working job, with 2 ships 1st and 2nd 1st shift goes like 6 to 3 and 2nd goes 3 to 12. whatever time i take out after my job and all the personal work. i start to do my own work like coding or watching my favorite anime, movie or show, or some youtube videos,
— well i am currently following the next js giude by samgam mukharjee, so i will update everyting later, untill then bye and take care